I found that it might be the worst question to ask myself.
It says that I had a chance, an opportunity to do, have, get or gain something I really wanted but…. I was afraid.
What if I fail? What if it’s not real? What if they will laugh at me? What if I get hurt? Or maybe the worst one I wasn’t even aware of… What if it is real and if it does work out ? What if I will succeed and get the result I was longing for?
We all are afraid, and mostly for things that never even happen. Now that’s weird
Yesterday my colleague and friend asked me the question do you really want this and are you willing to fight for it? Then you know what to do… Ouch….
If you want something you never had, you have to do something you never did.
Being afraid really sucks! It keeps you from some of the best things in life.
I know fear, I experienced panic attach, and I have been mentally abused so I guess I could say fear was so integrated I didn’t know anything else, fear was my comfort zone. It was not making me happy but it was what I knew.
I also experienced fear and doing things anyway. I wanted to do my own show without any experience, no clue and ended up in a sold out room with 300 people, did stand-up Comedy in New York, some of the best things ever…..
I don’t want to ask myself what if anymore. That means I am not true to myself.
Fear lasts maybe a min. Regret can last a lifetime. Maybe I should ask what if or why not? Same question different answer.
Fear is in our head, love is in our heart… Listen to your heart, even though it’s on the left it’s always right ❤ You know the truth by the way it feels.
That being said, I guess I have something to do now, something I never did before….